Somehow, a fic that was meant to be fluffy turned out to be this piece
with a dubcon warning, thanks to some other fics I was reading. It
might not be explicit, but there is dubcon in here.
Gai never really thought his first time would be the way it was. He
always assumed it would be with a girl in the traditional way, though
he was only vaguely aware of how it would be done. But even as he
refused to crack one eye open to have his senses tell him that it
hadn't quite happened that way, he knew that the memories of the night
before were stubbornly reminding him that he had lost his virginity in
a way he'd never thought of.
When he'd been invited to spend the night in bed with the rest of the
team, Gai had expected it would be just that - the team liked to nap
together just as much as it liked to fight together, and it wasn't like
it bothered him that much. It was just sharing the bed, wasn't it?
Except this time, he'd arrived to find everybody shedding their clothes
and hauling each other into bed. Okay, it hadn't quite happened that
way, but he'd been ready to quickly leave the room when Ahim had pulled
him away from the door, giving him a deep kiss. He remembered flailing,
and squeaking something incoherent out before he was being hauled
towards Marvelous' bed, and there were too many arms to back out anyway.
Nobody had quite bothered to check if he was comfortable with the whole
thing. Not that he would have protested too much - okay, squawking a
lot did not count as protesting - but he would have preferred to be
asked if he really wanted to have sex with his teammates, instead of
everybody assuming the new guy was comfortable being bedded by two
girls and three other guys.
And in the sore aftermath of the whole thing, Gai wondered if it wold
have been a better idea to run screaming from the room. Sure, it might
have hurt some feelings, but he wouldn't have lost his virginity to...
whichever teammate he'd just lost it to. Given his slightly hazy memory
of who was doing what to whom, it could have been any of them. Maybe he
should just chalk it up to the entire team.
There was something in him that said that there were far worse people
to lose it to, and at least his teammates cared about him. This was his
team, he'd wanted to join it, and he'd made up his mind to accept
whatever customs the team had. In fact, he'd announced it joyfully to
the whole crew about a week or so after joining them, after the
euphoria wore off and he'd realized that maybe his teammates believed
in different things than he did, being from different worlds and all.
But, he'd figured it didn't matter.
Did it, after all?
He wasn't interested in guys, at all. The presumption that he was, that
he'd willingly have sex with them because they were teammates was
troubling. It was as if his own sexuality didn't matter, because they
were his teammates. Together mattered, gender and sexual orientation
didn't, just the tangling of limbs and screams of pleasure.
He'd tried not to scream too much, his body reacting to the pleasure
while his brain tried to avoid collapsing from the idea that he was
participating in an orgy with the team he'd never thought he'd have.
It was an unsettling feeling as he became aware of various bodies
around him, bare flesh touching bare flesh. He wasn't sure who it was,
not without opening his eyes, which he couldn't do right at the moment,
though he would have to open them eventually and face the fact he'd
just slept with a bunch of people from other planets. Pirates from
other planets, he reminded himself.
Could any of them get pregnant from what he'd done? He hoped not, but
he'd never thought to ask how biologically compatible he was with a
bunch of aliens that were saving the universe. Actually, he'd never
thought about Sentai teams having sex at all, and certainly not when it
came to the team he'd always dreamt he'd be a part of.
Sure, they all needed to relax a bit after that bounty hunter, let off
some steam. But Gai never figured that release would be group sex in
Marvelous' bedroom. He thought it would be sparring, and cuddling, and
other things that didn't require taking one's clothes off.
Still, as he lay there, surrounded by warm bodies, at least it was
acceptance. That they trusted them with themselves at their most naked,
unarmed, vulnerable. He told himself that he shouldn't do anything to
rock the boat, figuratively speaking. That he was part of the team and
the crew, and that meant being uncomfortable sometimes.
He'd rather not do the whole thing again, though. He'd just have to
quietly disappear when everybody else went to Marvelous' room. Sleep
alone, as he was used to doing. Be away from his teammates as they
But as uncomfortable as he was, he wasn't sure he could do that.
Because as teammates, their lives were just as intertwined as their
bodies were now. Did it really matter how uncomfortable he was if it
meant that the team worked better, closer? Did it matter that guys
didn't normally sleep together in his world?
Could he give up some of his values, his morals, to be a part of his
team? A lot of things said yes... and other things said no. It wasn't
like they were slobbering all over each other in public. They were
protecting the world and the universe. Their private lives were their
own business. It was just that some of the things they did weren't
quite right to him. It didn't make them any less heroes or Sentai
Just... he wished they knew how uncomfortable it was for him. He wished
they'd given him a choice, or at least a warning, instead in getting
him in a situation he didn't like but didn't feel comfortable refusing.
Not if he didn't want the others to feel he was apart from them. Not
when he wanted to be a part of the team.
But he wouldn't let them know. He wouldn't mess up the team for just
himself. He wouldn't hurt them, not deliberately. So instead, he willed
himself to sleep, and hoped they never asked him to do that, ever again.